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Name: Megan
Country: United States
State: Michigan
Metro: Grand Rapids
Birthday: 12/20/1988
Interests: SOCCER, reading, music, movies, eating is also good. I like to hang out with my girls! lol. I pretty much like tons of things.
Expertise: erm...do I have an expertise....soccer I guess. I'm a pretty decent reader...oh and I can burp pretty loud. And also, I can fold fitted sheets like no ones business. Wow, I have really pathetic expertis.es. I need to work on getting a life.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Hospitality
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Yahoo:  barnwell_024
Member Since:
6/15/2004
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| How are we supposed to know what we want to do for the rest of our lives without having any experience doing, really, anything? How are we expected to choose a life profession when we are in high school or the first couple years of college? How am I supposed to make such a HUGE decision that will change my entire life, when I can't even decide what to wear in the morning? How do I choose something that I want to do for the rest of my life when I don't even like anything?
If you haven't figured it out...I'm having some issues deciding what I want to do with my life. I have signed my major, and my minor, reluctantly. I have done so mostly because I can't think of anything better to do with my life. I don't necessarily want to be an Athletic Trainer, but I don't have any better ideas. If I had it my way, I would get paid millions of dollars to hang out with my friends or take naps or even watch movies. However, since I can't do that, I'll just settle. I hate this idea, but as I said, I don't have any better ideas.
I don't like anything I've decided. Or, at least I don't like anything that you can get a job doing. What are my interests? people keep asking me in hopes of trying to help me decide what to do with my life. My answer? Sleeping, hanging out with friends, watching movies, playing soccer, coloring, reading, doing puzzles...other things that no one will pay me for, basically. Usually people give up on trying to help me at this point. I'm hopeless.
I hate school. Therefore my options are limited. I don't want to do anything that requires a lot of school. I just wish I was naturally good at something so I wouldn't have to go to school, I could just get a job doing something I'm good at and that I love, (Hell, I would even go for something that I like) right now.
Passion is something I feel like I've never had, as far as a passion for doing something goes. I see people who seem so passionate about what they do, and I just don't know what that would even feel like. I can't imagine anything that I would want to do for the rest of my life. I just don't understand it.
There are so many careers to do in this world, and I don't want to do any of them. Or at least I don't want to do anything to get to them. I guess I'm just a lazy, passionless person.
I guess I will go and try to find my passion. Wish me luck. | | |
| I'm sick of winter.
I am ready for summer.
I am ready to quit my job.
I am ready to blow this popsicle stand.
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| GAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
I just needed to scream. Thanks.
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| Where do I even freaking begin?
I've said this a thousand times, and it never seems to get old. I hate school. I do, I really, really do. Nothing-absolutely nothing about it is fun-nothing. Whoever came up with the idea that college is fun, can suck it. It isn't. Sure, maybe for the people who get wasted, do dumb things, spend all their parents money on new clothes for the next kegger at the frat house, and generally do no homework-sure maybe that is fun for them. For me, I don't get drunk, and therefore do not do dumb things because of it. I don't spend my parents' money on lame things, or any things really. I have a job. I work hard. I don't go to parties, not there are any at mcc-and I do my homework. Now, maybe it is simply because I haven't experience the real "college life," going to mcc and all, but I'm pretty sure I will feel the same way when I go off to central.
College is a criminal. It steals all of your hard earned money; your free time. It brainwashes you and steals your ability to think about anything except it. It steals your friends, your family, your happiness. It then gives back-what a nice criminal. It gives you pain, sorrow, tears, insomnia, carpal tunnel, headaches, backaches, stomachaches, ulcers. It forces you to begin to forget those you love, and tries to replace them with new people-"college friends." I don't want these so-called "friends." I have my own. I miss them, I love them, I need them.
It sucks. It sucks the life out of you.
And yet, we need this criminal. We must have it to make it in this world. We must have this awful, awful thing so that we can become something. Hopefully, something that is not too scarred, and bitter, and hurt from this criminal; College.
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| No, I don't mean Hagrid's brother.....
I mean...I hate school, work, school, cold weather, school...the list goes on. That's pretty impressive...I only mentioned work in there once...that's probably because I have been away from it for a week,due to spring break. I feel so overwhelmed and burnt out from school....mostly from my anatomy class. The prof is insane...making us take tests over spring break and do stupid presentations about dumb things. Grawp. I also need a new job. So if anyone knows anyone that will hire me...that isn't a restaurant ( I don't think I could handle the idea of working at another place that made me smell like 12 day old grease.) I wish I could have a real job.....like at a doctor's office or something...where I could have weekends off...and have a set schedule every week.....Ah, well. I also need to figure out what I'm going to do with my life. That's a whole nother ulcer right there, though.
Rant Fin.
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